Sins..Desires..Self Control.......When oh when will I change??

السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته 

There are times, when you keep struggling, you want to change, you want to avoid the sins, and fight the desires, but shaytaan keeps taking over, even your own self leads you to the wrong path while your heart continuously warns and scolds you, you know your sinning, you know ALLAH t3ala is watching, but your so weak, you cant stop yourself, but remember the chances may be coming, but there shall be a last, and without knowing you may take your last step, and as you watch your soul being taken away, you shall regret every breath you wasted, so stop now, repent and change your ways....

(This inspired me to write a little something) 

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Trying so hard to change

but the desires keep coming

You know what your doing is wrong

your heart keeps scolding you

at times you stop and start to cry

and beg ALLAH t3ala for forgiveness

but others shaytaan has total control

you keep on going, thinking you'll be forgiven

you give in even though your feeling so guilty

its alright if you at times fail and repent

but remember that death can approach you whenever

this could be your last chance, 

throw it or keep it, you shall face the consequences

Life is hard, desires are strong, 

your own self can be your biggest enemy

but follow your conscience and try to fight

there will be a day when you shall take over

no good is earned without hard work

and every pain and struggle shall be rewarded

keep turning to ALLAH, ask him to guide you

if you fail, follow with repentance 

Dont let shaytaan enjoy your failure

the road is bumpy, the path is tricky

but the destiny is a sweet one you wont regret

Make the intention, take the first step

if not now, then never

there is no tomorrow, today is the time

ask for forgiveness, and change your ways

The struggle is bitter but the after taste is sweet

To Jannah make your way

once you reach there you shall forget

every sorrow you ever reaped

keep reminding yourself of the hereafter

one day, one day, you will succeed

(I know it doesnt rhyme at all, had no plan of making a poem, was just noting my thoughts...so came out into this mixed up poem looking kinda thingy..)